The difficult phase of my life

Well as a writer I find it easy to express in writing rather than speaking out loud. The difficult phase is my current situation. Wherein I am going to share just the present situation of what I am going through and why I am going through it.

Well, I have been working in the teaching profession with 1 organization for the past 4.5 years. I started at some x amount and hardly had an increase of 10k monthly, in 4.5 years, but with bundles of so-called titled promotions. Joined as a teacher, became HOD with all senior classes in my hand, with almost no negligible rise in pay scale but the after-work hour efforts keep on increasing. With so much politics and people with less workload also enjoying similar or a little higher than my pay. All this led to the frustration phase.

2. The seeking phase

In this phase, I started looking out for better opportunities, trust me, teaching is the lowest paying sector in most of the places. So is what I experienced in reality. I shared it with my friends, but they kept consoling it is a fine place. How is it fine? Do we even have AC on these premises? What about a toilet roll in the washroom? what about drinking water for teachers? what about having an outlet to sit and eat? Nopes, nothing at all. That’s the cost-saving technique from the owner’s point of view.

3. The decision phase

The day I decided to resign and try the IT sector. So, I put down my papers and got relieved. what was I expecting, well at least my friends will stick around. But in reality, they didn’t.

4. The grief phase

Wherein I realized, they are not my friends. how? They didn’t even call to check on me. That hurts the most. Trust me, nobody in this world feels real to me at this time, except my family who did not judge me. It hurts the most, that I always was and am still a giver. But nobody stood by my side.

5. The lonely phase

When you feel as if your friends are ignoring you, I am currently in this phase. Where I am feeling since I don’t have a job so my friends are ignoring me as if I am of no use to them. Trust me, it is just a phase, the most difficult one, especially for the introvert once. I am not a talker kind of person, I feel bad when someone ignores me. But chances are high, it's all in my head.

Do not judge anyone on the present circumstances, you don’t like someone then go ahead delete their contact. You like someone, call them or drop them a message. It's okay to suffer from mixed, sad, anxious emotions. It's all normal, in the end, it is just the difficult phase, it will pass and with time it will fade away. Forget and move on!

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